Friday, April 06, 2007

whoa! it's pretty cool having so many long essays suddenly on the blog regarding what i wrote. but i always end up seeing white and black lines after reading off the blog. er.. like some optical illusion thingy. font too small lar. bad for eyes. haaa..

anyway, about the biological thingy..i know it's something i can't deny. it's true we are animals and we do have animal instincts. but the key thing is..... aren't we humans too? aren't we supposedly on the top of the food chain and aren't we supposedly 'more superior' to other animals? we have a brain, we have ideas, we have a heart, we have emotions. so why are we still allowing ourselves to be led by the nose by the animal side of us. why cant we let the human, thinking, compassionate side of us take over instead? if we're dependent on our animal instincts, we probably should be bearing children like nobody's business (propagate genes), changing mates all the time to ensure better genes and fighting all out to be the alpha male or something like that. since we're not exactly doing what the animals in the animal kingdom are doing, it probably shows we are slightly different in that we have another side of us that can dominate our animal instincts.. so i think hor, not very fair to always blame it on the animal side of us lar.. haa.. like that then we're like cows and horses lor. haa.. probably its the conflict between these sides of us that pple are in dilemma of how important looks should be.

anyway, i'm just really glad to see responses from you guys that even though looks are important, what's inside is of much more importance to u guys. thankfully! it's like a ray of light in this harsh world. haa.. i guess we can't really blame society or blame anyone who sets the high standards, we can only blame ourselves if we succumb to it. it's true, love yourself, have a higher self esteem and life will be so much easier on you.

as quoted from a friend ' you are loved not because you deserve it/ earn it/ or should be loved. you are loved just because you are. just because'. i thought it was really heartwarming to know that there are people out there who will love you no matter what. and thank you my jiemeis coz i know i'll always be comfortable around you no matter how i look like. =] thank you mrs goh and dilys too! glad to have girls like u two around. haa.. and liangjun and alex, looks may be important, but be careful........it's not everything. haa.. and i think unless u're one damn good looking model like hunk, it's probably not wise to be so picky. haa.. not that u two arent good looking lar!! yarlar~

study time.................

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